Today felt like a whole goddamn movie. Like damn.
We talked for 4 hours - 4 hours straight. 4 hours of sitting in the grass, talking about the nerdiest stuff ever, walking around the campus, giggling and laughing, sharing random stories and whatnot.
Oh this wasn't how i imagined today to be. I lowkey thought he would forget, but no he didn't. He called me - and i still can't believe it. Like man? He called? Wanted my company?
He picked flowers and gave me. Omg i would lie if I say my stomach did a flip.
It rained. Fuck it, it poured. And then we ran towards the gazebo, drinking tea looking at the rain. Like what? He wasn't even a tea person. He held my phone and the flowers he gave me the entire time. Like i could have held it? He let me walk first in every narrow space. I was giggling and laughing.
I felt like my real self the whole time. And damn it poured another time, and we sat in the corner all alone and cramped up. Accidental touches and whispers? Oh thoae little things made my heart flutter.
AND AND AND He said this was the best conversation he ever had in whole of college. I died a little right that. My heart skipped a beat right there.
He used the right emojis just beacuse i teased him so bad. I dont want it to be fast- i want it slow, honest and real.
I feel like i made such a good friend more than a crush - but is this the beginning of something beautiful? Am i gonna find myself in this?
To the guy who makes me wanna be the best version of myself, to the guy who makes me be myself - Aadi? You are just something else.
I am dreaming so far ahead. But isn't that what life is all about? Dream and then chase it? I am willing to chase it. But it aint that simple. I know this has a probability of 99.9 percent that it will end even before it starts but i am gonna live with that 0.1 percent probability for some days, months, or even years together
With love,
Me